Sunday, August 7, 2011

i promised myself this and never did anything about it.

I Promise Myself

To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.

To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.

To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.

To look at the sunny side of everything, and make my optimism come true.

To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.

To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.

To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.

To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.

To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.

To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.

To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,

and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,

be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;

and listen to others,

even to the dull and the ignorant;

they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons;

they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,

you may become vain or bitter,

for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;

it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,

for the world is full of trickery.

But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;

many persons strive for high ideals,

and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.

Neither be cynical about love,

for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,

it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,

gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.

But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,

be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe

no less than the trees and the stars;

you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,

no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,

whatever you conceive Him to be.

And whatever your labors and aspirations,

in the noisy confusion of life,

keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,

it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful. Strive to be happ

the way i feel about him

everything happens for a reason

It all started the night i had my friend over Mattie,You messaged me one face book and said" im in your neighborhood whats your address" i gave it to you.You said "ill be there in a few" You came over and we laughed and joked around it was great.I kept watching you and i was starting to fall for you.I liked you before then but i never thought you would have came to my house or would have ever wanted to hang out with me.We didn't even talk for a week before you asked me out and i said"yes" We were happy for the first two month then we feel apart.It kills me that we didn't work out after everything that i gave up to be with you i thought you would have seen that.All that doesn't matter now though.Your going into the marines next year and you said you didn't want to be with me because you couldn't trust me?After i had told you that i supported you all the way and that we could do it because if we say we loved each other like we did then we could have done it.Your the only person that i ever felt secure with your the one that i wanted to get up and have a good day for.I was happy and you never were.You used me for what you wanted and i did whatever you wanted because i wanted you happy.If i could go back and change everything i would because i do not want anyone but you because i love you! I might still be 16 but Ive never feel for any guy like i have fallen for you.All those times you said "i love you" Was it true?Did you really care? I know that i screwed up somethings and once i saw that i stopped!Right? i stopped a lot of things for you.Because i cared about you and i wanted to stay together.I still don't understand "how your feelings changed"You never really talked to me about anything i had to do all of the talking.I guess the saying "everything happens for a reason"is true.I'm not going back this time.You've hurt me three times and my heart can't take anymore hurt or pain.I love you Jimmy lee land and I'll do anything for you but i can't put myself back in that place. I'd love to try to work things out.Every time i see you now i will most likely cry.But i am going to be strong and keep my head held high.I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE RIGHT NOW!!!I don't want another relationship for awhile.You were all i ever wanted and i thought we would last. You broke up with me at a two year old's Birthday party embarrassed ,me in front of everyone.When we finally sat down and talked i cried my eyes out to you and you didn't even care you sat there and watched me you didn't try to comfort me.I don't know what to do anymore but i just want you to know that I'm here for you whenever your ready to talk to me.I LOVE YOU!I'm sorry that i wasn't good enough for you,maybe you'll find someone better.who knows with you.Everything we had is gone now and i will not go back,you always said"you'll do whatever i want you to"But your wrong now I'm tired of being the one who gets hurt and is left standing all alone. i dropped A lot of people friends and family to be with you and now i have very few I'm ALONE and you don't care.Guess it's time to more on and let myself have fun and let myself be known i will not cry over you because i deserve better..You can always be my friend but the relationship is not there.When i started this note i had A LOT on my mind that i was going to write but now that I'm writing i forgot everything.So when i think of more ill come back and write more!Maybe one day we will be able to work things out when we both figure out what we want in life and out of each other.I am in-love with you and hope we can work something out.

We fight,fuss,disagree,laugh,cry,but everything we do we do it together and no matter what happens ill ALWAYS love you.Your the first thing on my mind when i wake up and when i close my eyes at night your the picture i fall asleep to.I hope that everything works out this time,Because this is the last time.I love you and i do not want ...to loose you.Your everything to me and i can honestly say you were the first guy I've ever fallen for like this.Jimmy Land i want you to know that god is here for the both of us and without him we wouldn't have such a powerful bond we wouldn't be together.So thank god for everyday that we are together look to him for our problems never give up because he will never give up on you(: Most of all keep you head held high and remember that no matter what Kristta Michelle Burrell will always have you back and will ALWAYS be here for you through thick and thin.[♥]i love you very much and you better no that by now, but i love you and i know that we can get through the tough times and we will be alright in the long run and we will prove to everyone that they were all wrong. i love you so much!


don't quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will

When the road you're trudging seems all uphill

When the funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh

When care is pressing you down a bit

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns

As every one of us sometimes learns

And many a fellow turns about

When he might have won, had he stuck it out.

Don't give up though the pace seems slow

You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than

It seems to a faint and faltering man;

Often the struggler has given up

When he might have captured the victor's cup;

And he learned too late when the night came down

How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt

And you never can tell how close you are

It may be near when it seems afar;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit

It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.